I 'saw' something fleeting come out of nowhere. It seemed to come out of sheer darkness, flashed on, and was
quickly absorbed by the darkness. Again
and again it flashed on. At first the
flashes were far apart, and very faint, but they became brighter and more
powerful each time they came. They came out of nowhere, and disappeared back
into nowhere.
I tried to visualize how the Creator could possibly
maintain the ‘opening’ in the infinite darkness (medium) ~ I knew the Big bang probably
had something to do with it, but I wasn’t sure how.
I tried to look for clues in my dreams. My
problem was to try and co-ordinate my dreams with what I knew about Time and
Space. I kept thinking about all the things Scientists didn't have a clear
explanation for, and there were many ~ How did He
do it?
During conversations with
myself I'd remember the dreams, and after a few days, theoretical concepts
began to form. At first it was all
helter skelter, but after a while the ideas began to click with the dreams ~
some of which came at a much earlier time in my life.
I
began to recognize a continuity of events in my dreams and theories, which I
was able to place into a mechanics, describing how the Universe might have been
created. But I found it difficult to explain without bringing awareness into
the picture.
I described how awareness
might have come about in the previous chapter, but I didn't describe [in
detail] how the Big bang happened ~ Once the Creator was able to generate impulses,
through His Crystalline, He had a source of Power ~ It was these impulses which
were probably responsible for the Big bang ~
If
there was such a thing as a Big bang, it must have come from an orderly point,
because everything in Space is distributed so evenly. Did the Big bang pick up on the order in the Crystalline? If so,
how did the Big bang look before it exploded, and why did it explode?
On October 21st l990 I had a significant dream. At first I thought this dream had something to do with the Big
bang, and so it does, but it wasn’t until after I had my ‘umbrella cloth’ dream
that I understood what caused the Explosion. This dream seems to describe how
the impulses from the ‘umbrella cloth’ were able to generate an explosion ~
Last night I dreamt of a jet of fire
shooting straight out from a very bright light. The jet shot out horizontally, and began to back up somewhere
near the center of the shaft. When it
couldn't resist the backpressure any more, something let go, and a flash went
out so fast you could hardly see it.
The
jet appeared something like a Roman candle, I mean it increased in intensity in
the same way, but the flash was different.
The whole area lit up when it let go.
At first I thought the flash had something to do with the speed of
light, and perhaps it does, but I think the flash was probably the Big bang.
Something let go ~ what was it?
I
think this is what happened:
I think when the Creator started to emit Light
through the Crystalline it stimulated the surrounding Medium (the umbrella
cloth) and sent waves across the surface of its ‘matrix’. When the Creator increased His pressure the
newer waves would have caught up to the older ones, and backed up at every grid
section in the ‘matrix’ (they were probably deflected up into the third
dimension). And because everything that happened in the beginning followed the
mathematical pattern of His Original Crystalline ~ a second crystalline formed
all around Him.
His
first Crystalline was located at the center of the second crystalline ~ The Creator
generated the second crystalline from the first.
As the Creator continued to
increase His pressure, the vibrating crystal lines would have crystallized, and
eventually exploded, because His impulses had nowhere to go. This is how the Eternal Light became
embedded in the crystal lines.
The Explosion tore an opening in the
Medium called Space. Since it came from a
perfect crystalline, the explosion would have been even throughout. This is why everything in Space is distributed so
evenly; everything came from a perfect crystalline. It's also why space shapes
are at different angles; they came from different surface areas.
I’m willing to bet that the images
they are receiving from the far reaches of the universe look like pieces of a
broken crystalline surrounded by waves of ‘dark matter’ [filaments of medium]. (The waves [dark energy] escaped into Space, and continue to reverberate
back and forth inside the Void [Space]).
So what happened after the
crystal exploded? He had a big mess to
deal with that’s for sure ~ crystal lines lying around all over the place. How might this mess have looked?
When the crystal lines exploded, they probably broke
at every grid section, generating a sequence
of ‘filament’ sizes and wave frequencies. Each
broken piece (filament) would have
picked up polarity from its position in the crystalline (whether it twisted
away from above or below the surface of the Matrix - hence the L & R ‘arms’
in my umbrella cloth dream).
These Filaments look like
upside down correction marks (the crystal
lines got bent when they exploded away from above and below the surface of the
crystalline). I think each filament is made up of a crystal line and a wave
section - they’re made of the same stuff - striated
medium.
The large outer filaments exist at the heart of our galaxy, and the small
inner ones in the surrounding space. These filaments glow with Eternal Light
because they’ve captured the Potential of Infinity. [You can’t see the smaller
filaments because they’re microscopic]. You can think of the Giant filaments as
glowing shafts of photon energy and the surrounding microscopic ones as waves
of dark matter. They’re not really matter, they’re
filaments of spiritual medium – they don’t mix with matter.
Scientists have always
wondered what the two bright spots at the center of the Galaxy are. They
believe it's some kind of super nova. I think what they're really seeing is the
Eternal Light, the ends of two opposing Filaments ‘joined’ at the bottom.
~ I wasn't really sure
what happened next ~ how can He possibly generate Mass from a sea of polarized
filaments? There really was no Mass in existence yet. There were only
reverberating waves of smaller filaments [Higgs-bosons?]
surrounding every giant Filament in the Universe.
I had a series of dreams
that describe what happened to those filaments. I got the impression that the
reverberating waves [of the big bang] shuffled/stacked the smaller filaments
into meaningful constructs (atoms and elements) surrounding every (paired) set
of giant filaments in the Universe.
When this primary
‘stuff’ got pushed up against a ceiling of previously compacted stuff, mass was
created. This next dream describes how
~
I
dreamt I was standing under some kind of dark canopy. It could have been the
canopy of Space ~ The compacted filaments/Medium. I was holding on to something with my left hand, like a long
pole, which reached up to the canopy. In my right hand, I was gripping a kind
of die nut, which I was forcing up and down the shaft (A die nut cuts threads
onto metal rods). I forced it up and down, like the knob of a toy top, except I
was forcing it up from underneath, instead of down from the top.
I think the squares
and rectangles represent mass separations ~ atoms? This is not a good example of
my dream – see next page
Cont.
